Since it has been almost a year now, I might as well update this a bit. The last time I did this, I was in college. Whoah.

Lately I've been drawing more, trying to just play around with some ideas and such and get them going. The reason for this is because I suffered a massive breakup that left me broken and depressed (as of this writing, still am). To combat the depression of constant loneliness, I have forced myself to start drawing whenever I am really sad and bleak. I find it helps distract me from my mundane life and forces that energy to go somewhere somewhat useful.

I'm a competitive person. But I'm not one to wait around to build up skills - I had a lot of decent talent in high school. I'm seeing the things people do and I just have this hopelessness of trying to do it myself. Its really discouraging, because I want to be good, and I never feel that I am myself. Bleh.

I'd really like to get good with watercolor and other kind of painting (but mostly watercolor, since its a bitch to work with). Right now though, I'd settle for drawing traditionally reasonably well, with the ability to put it up and clean it up on a machine.